mistressotorment

Joana Jewel Wallace

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Impossible to Find by mistressotorment, literature

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Impossible to Find

Let the sunlight see my face again I've been hidden in shadow for too long Let the wind dry these tears pouring down I've been waiting here for you all along Shrouded in my mist and shadow Huddled in the dark There are things in my heart you'll never know Over time my sorrow will grow Hidden things inside my mind Twisted and turned, impossible to find The sunlight goes dark and turns away How I begged it to stay Then the moon was sent with winter chill Now I know I'll never again feel Hidden in a corner of my mind Blocking out the pain that you have defined Twisted and turned, impossible to find Bleeding and burned, impossibl

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I'm all twisted inside And it's getting hard to breath No one notices that all I want to do is get away And I don't know why I miss The blade that was held to my flesh I was broken By a force outside myself To accept pain Now I can't live without it My fragile body is no use against The force of the Universe It's no longer my gravity Because I'm different from the girl You used And you used to know Since then I've hollowed out my heart To place you in The tears slip through This hardened exterior Soften me Make me scream again

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What does the world look like In the eyes of a child? Beautiful and brand new? Every dream a possibility? Nothing to be denied? What does the world look like In the eyes of a teenager? Cold and suppressing? Full of shattered dreams? Everything to be denied? What does the world look like In the eyes of an adult? Just an obstacle to overcome? Dreams are there but not? Only denied if they show any emotion? What does the world look like In the eyes of an elder? Old and dull? Dreams of long forgotten hope? Denied because it's already too late?

Try and Swallow This Down by mistressotorment, literature

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Try and Swallow This Down

What good for the travelers here? To this land of desolation and despair? Tears and sorrow? How can I repay the debt that I have caused the mother? I can't live anymore There's nothing left to give I don't know how to stop No feelings and no salvation Anger flies from the lips of the forsaken Screaming and swearing revenge For that which was lost Try And swallow this down Nothing waits for me to breath again And there's nothing inside Except the scars I'm so tired of being here I can't stop the blood They only cover the scars Long enough to shed crimson tears And when the blood washes away You can see down to the bone

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Let Me Feel by mistressotorment, literature

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Let Me Feel

I want to feel again I want to be happy instead of down I want to slay your truth The way I killed my spirit There's nothing left Just the hollowed-out shell Of what I used to be I became what I never wanted to be I became a monster With a dagger instead of a heart No feelings, just pain Get out while you can I don't want you to end up hurt I won't hurt you I'll kill myself before I do That's a promise Because there's no such thing as truth

What's The Point? by mistressotorment, literature

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What's The Point?

It seems like you're not even trying To see me You're not makeing an effort Not like you used to Was your heart full of lust Instead of love I'm going crazy in my meaningless life What's the point Darklened lies and deceit Make holes in my already Bruised and battered soul This twisted path of lies and uncertainty Stumbling along trying to find you Someone to make the pain stop Someone to make me happy agian Like you do

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About mistressotorment

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United States
Deviant for 20 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: ...Hell...
Favourite genre of music: Metal
Shell of choice: Hollow shells of children
Wallpaper of choice: Pretty flowers
Skin of choice: Pale, peirced, tatooed, and easily bled
Favourite cartoon character: Seto Keiba (dude for an animation, he's hot)
Personal Quote: You must go back to reclaim your past in order to move foreward and claim your future.

Favourite Visual Artist

Isaac Maxwell and Eric Wallace

Favourite Movies

Rocky Horror, anything Monty Python, stuff like that

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Acid Bath, Evanescence, Him, Jackoff Jill...

Favourite Writers

Eric Wallace

Favourite Games

Hard to get

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Nature

Tools of the Trade

FIRE!!!!!!!

Other Interests

The usual...hanging with friends, music, and playing poker

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mistressotorment

Dec 3, 2006

I got married!!

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I am a officially off the market guys...sorry...but you all know there is much love!

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mistressotorment

Jul 27, 2006

I'm Falling Apart

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My fiance, whom i have been dating for 3 years, is being so mean.  i am at drama camp right now, and i found out that he has some girl move in with him!  i have only been here for a week and a half!!!!!  i know he is making a mistake and i know it and i'm sure he knows it....and he won't even talk to me.  that's what drives me the most crazy!!!  i talked to him ONCE three days ago and he promised that he would stay with me, and now he won't talk to me at all.  he did call me earlier and he sent me a text that said "call me".  i was in class at the time, but i called him 10 minutes later and he won't answer.  when i get home on saturday, i'm g

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mistressotorment

Jul 24, 2005

i'm officially stupid

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ok.....i'm at a drama camp right now...and i have just done the stupidest thing of my life...i just did a nose dive out of a tree...i may have broken my pinky and i fucked up my knee...i was standing in the tree and i said, "hey phillipe!" and he turned around and i jumped and he DIDN'T catch me!!!!!1

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my-way-is-better

Aug 9, 2006

YEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGG G!

There's your shout.

calthas

Aug 2, 2006

glad to see you back around, not on as much right been busy busy busy, but i'll catch up with you sometime.

thecoolkid8

Jul 23, 2005

yo, how's it going with you?
I got arrested at firespark, and last thing i heard you weren't doing too good yourself.
Oh, and since you have a deviantart, you're a 10.5 in my eyes.
I hope I can see the Firespark people again, especially you.
Maybe I'll be out of prison and rehab by next year.
Call me sometime. 770-632-7116.

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